Someone please remind me that I shouldn't have coffee after noon. I have a crashing headache Today has been a sluggish day. The weather is wonderful just don't feel like doing anything at all. But my mind is awake!!!
Got to hang out with my summer boy today. To tell you the truth, I think that's all he really is to me. Just a summer boyfriend. I hope we can stay together through the fall but if we don't...well, I wasn't expecting the whole world from him. So if things don't stay the same I'm totally cool with the way things will turn out. The whole pie chart speech really got to me and that's how I'm really starting to see things.
As for the ex, he plans on visiting me friday for my birthday. This lady friend of his is now actually his girlfriend. I knew it, that punk! We talked a little bit yesterday and he asked me if I had sex recently, to which he'd attack any answer I gave him. If I said "yes" then he'd call me a whore, if I said "no" he'd think that i'm still desperatly in love with him. Lose, lose for me = him being and asshole. I'm having to reconcider whether I should even to to dinner with him.
and sleep sets in.
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