I'm tired of feeling guilty for seeing you, all for the wrong reasons. Tired of missing you when I shouldn't. I want this to be strictly a summer relationship, but I only want this so I won't get hurt because heartbreak is inevitable. I have to prove to you that I'm not attached, yet I still want you. What do you want from me? We are from two different worlds. Compared to you I haven't lived half as much as you have. You surround yourself with frat-tastic boys, rich kids with cool parents that will buy them liquor. That life is so superficial and as for me, what you see is what you get. I like to see that's what draws you to me. I'm trying more to not judge people based on their parents' income. I've always had a thing against rich kids, maybe because I envied their easy lives. How they got everything they wanted and got away with anything. I especially envy those who are smart just for the hell of it. You are one of them. But I have to understand, you didn't choose your fate. I mean, what are you going to do with all that money anyways. The only thing you can do is spend it. Maybe i should be an anthropologist. Jaja.