these are the best days of our lives

it's funny how feelings can change in a split second. one day i'm angry, moody, but now i'm at peace. i realize that i've been having the time of my life this summer; so far anyways. sleeping in, (that's what i call 9 o clock) having my own place with one of my tightest friends. making new friends and haning out with them too. making more new friends. drinking. shopping(though not overdrafting, yuck).

abe responded to my message. he's coming the weekend of my birthday. hmmm...how to get around this. i can be a bitch and not hang out with my friends. or i can invite him to whatever we do.

i saw t at forever yesterday. weird. he was shopping with his lady friend. i can see him going out with a sorority girl. maybe just really good friends. i need to stop calling them "sorostitues" so it wont offend him lol.

went to the pool with train and sista and i saw andrew, the sexiest black man of all times. i looked like shit yesterday and i kept bumping into people. what gives?!

hung out with some friends that i made in the past semester and we're going to get wasted tomorrow night--> float trip next morning --> house party right after that. i'm going to have an amazing weekend!

bad dianna. stop it!

you know what i'm talkin' bout.

study break = more beeetching!

ok, so the last post about my mood being the color of poop. i'm kind of feeling like that again. szu chu thinks i act crazy when i crush on someone, ya know, where i want to analyze every single thing he says and the rest of that fun stuff. anywho, we hung out last night, we played some bocce and frisbee with his roommates. i think we had a good time. now i'm expecting him to text me to go study...and i'm waiting, waiting, oh yea, still waiting.

i just realized it would suck if anyone else read this blog other than my usual followers. what if he got a sneak peek into my real life. sheesh. boys, i need your input on this; how would you feel if you were this person who some how stumbled across this blog? i mean, really this could be, in a sense, fucking creepy. ok i'm going to stop before i freak myself out.

i'm looking forward to the float trip this weekend. hope to see everyone there.

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i <3 summer school. well, it's more like i <3 OU in the summer time. only a few people on campus, no crowds, easy bike riding, empty bathrooms! i realized my ochem 2 doesnt start til july so i'm up and have nothing to do. sort of. nothing opens til 9.

one, two, three, four, uno, dos, tres, quatro!

one more night at my house and i'm heading back early in the morning, to norman that is. i'm sure going to miss being lazy for three weeks but i had fun. i'm looking forward to next week when matt and i move in together. looking forward to classes. with or without troy, i'm giving up on boys. life's good with just friends...and tennis....snowcones too and movies. and i'm going to give up on aberiel as well. i'm going to keep telling myself he isn't coming so i wont get my hopes up.

not to speculate or anything but i haven't been on facebook chat since i've been home but i notice that he was online for a week starting his internship but now he's not online anymore...maybe he made friends?? idk. i really hope we can hang out though

i want to play some tennis to get my mind off things. someone play with me, meow :3

still ants in my pants...

more blogs to past the time. yay. afternoon naps are a waste of time and i'd rather be doing something...anything else. i had one of those dreams where you're awake and in bed but you cant move. those really freak me out. i wish there was a video camera on me to see if i was actually awake or asleep. i was banging my leg agaisnt the wall to wake myself up since that was the only thing i could move. who knows, it could all be a dream.

didnt have to haggle the bank as much as i thought, just called again and the banker i spoke to told me that the banker that was working on me sent an e-mail to the manager that stated it was a bank error. dang straight it was a bank error. i can't help but check my account every hour but i'm going to give it until friday until i see money in my account. if not....well i'm going back.

so the one person i want to be with wants to take me out. i get so nervous thinking about it. does he still like me?? why else would you be doing this? you're such a jerk! what are we going to do when you get here? what day are you coming? i'm going to want to kiss you, i hope you want to kiss me too. will i lash out at you, or will i try my best to keep it pleasent? that will depend on my mood but i hope for the latter. will you leave me hanging, which i will break down if you do. i'm going to want to be with someone by the time you get here so it will be easier to say 'no' to you.
can't stop thinking about this everytime i go to bed.

damnit damnit

i'm poor :( well i realize i only say that when i shouln't spend money...so no worries, i'm not actually poor. so here's what's been goin down...my insufficient funds fee has totaled out to be 530. fuck fuck fuck! anyway, my plan is to haggle the bank for my money back... which i don't know how banks work, they just keep my money for me. except now i know they can screw you over! why i realize it's unfair is because i have money in my account. 9 G's in my savings....i know i shouldnt have spent as much as i have in the past few days but dont charge me a huge ass fee if i already have money in my account. that's what's pissing me off. i'm going to call the bank one more time tomorrow and if that doesn't work i'm going to take it to corporate. seems like the only thing i can do right now is give them a hard time. *le sigh*