I realize that I think too much. Well, actually, Alex helped me come to this realization. So I totally hate it when this happens but once you watch a movie you compare your life to it. It's one of my crazy habits. I saw the movie 'The Ugly Truth' and I'm thinking, 'That is my life!' I like to analyze everything to death and it sucks and I wish I don't do that but I do, so I guess whatever??

I've been having crazy mood swings and I'm not on my period. Strange. And it all has to do with this summer boy thing. One minute I'm like "it's just a fling" and the other minute it's like "I'm never going to see you again" Sadness. I'm a little happy for the summer to come to a close. I really need the break...hmm. this entry sounds almost like the one at the end of spring semester.

Yesterday night was fun, but unneccessary. I've got a slight hangover but I aced my quiz this morning so it was worth coming to class. My body still feels tired but I know that I need to keep studying. Got to hang out with some super cool people that really cheered me up. Oh yea, I was sad because I like to analyze why he didn't want to hang out with me. There's nothing wrong with him, he's perfect. I'm just a pshyco bitch that just needs to....take a breather. So to drown my sorrows with all the speculations of what he could be up to I downed 5+ beers which I then threw up to get out of my system. Oh, what a night! I think that's why I stopped caring today.

Plans for the break: So i really want to go to a national park. I don't care where, just any national park. Who's up?? Weekends are taken by work so that's a no-go for all you planning trips out there. I also want to play tennis, run, swim (before it gets cold)

I've also been thinking about halloween for some reason. It's my most beloved holiday of all times. Yeah, take that Christmas! Plans for halloween: make cupcakes, carve pumpkins, make cookies, buy candy....I just can't wait for fall to be here. And I'm excited to wear cardigans and scarves. Le sigh.