Saturday, August 8, 2009

i still miss him slightly. not as much as i used to since i've moved on. last night i saw him again and we were civil. dinner was chill, everything was good. i can tell he missed me and i missed him too, having him in front of my face. all the things he said flashback to me. stuff like "if you ever try pot i'll never talk to you again," and "all we have in common is the past," and "she's my girlfriend now"; just to remind myself how much of a tool he was. driving him home i remembered all the things i didn't like about him. just stuff he'd say and things he'd do that i was annoyed with when were were together. when our night was done he made me his reason to break up with his girlfriend. i never want to be that person, the other girl. he wanted more from me but i wasn't going to give it to him. first because i have someone else that i like so much more, second i knew he would just leave me again. he asked me if i regretted anything with the person i found, i said 'no' since this person at least acts like he cares about me. i feel bad because i still like him.

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