be O.K.

so much has happened...so much i dont have time to make note of it, so i'll do that now. i've been stressed more so than i ever have this semester. work is a pain in the butt. i hate dealing with stupid people. i'm not kidding, they really are stupid. last wednesday was the absolute worst. there was a missing check from the cash register....and i was the one who accidently handed the customer back her check. i had to call her, apologize and beg her to return to Walgreen's with the check I handed back. luckily she was nice enough but my coworkers back. ugh, worst feeling ever.

so my feet hurt and i bought a new pair of shoes. $86...i think that's the most i ever spent on shoes.

i started hanging out with one of my coworkers. she is so cool. haha, it feels like elementary school when i was in 1st grade and looked up to the 6th graders because they were so badass! i guess she's like a big sister...friend.

i'm in a sort of jumble. i've met a new guy with the same name as trainee boy. trainee boy and i are over, i'm sure, because i told him off. mean? yes, but it just wasn't happening. i met the new guy at a party over the weekend. me likey shy guys. but i don't know; i don't want to be in a relationship. slowly getting over "him", but not entirely. i seem to attract guys that i'm not really into. we'll see about this new one. i'm not looking for anything serious, just dates for now. keepin it fun and light. i'm not one to shoot someone down. i give chances...and sometimes i find my self too trusting of people. i like attention and that's my weakness. i'm a sucker for cute things (and boys) and i have a hard time saying "no." Boy crazy? i'm not going to lie. i never thought of myself as a flirt but i guess i am??? there are just other guys i'd rather be dating. like...well, the ones i don't talk to. the ones that sit by themselves. they're smart and studious (or at least that's how they look.) that's what i want to tap...just playin'. the ones that are in school...my school. OU. why do i care. like i said, my life revoles around being in or out of a relationship.

i wish i didn't have work today so i could study for my organic lab test. ugghhhh.