so much to do, and so little time.

i have so much on my mind right now. so much that i'm not all sad about a past significant other...at least there's a plus. after going to work yesterday i realized that i have been scheduled full time for the next two weeks! one of the weeks including an organic exam. ugh, my life. i actually don't blame the manager on this one; i was supposed to ask for less hours but have been putting it off.

i wanted to start a rant series on my blog. i'm not sure. sometimes i get sick of myself bitching. i do this especially when cars pull in front of me or when i get to the light it turns red; it's usually when i'm driving i get these feelings of anger. haha. well if and when i do start it, it will cover: why i hate hummers (chevys and fords; you're all nothing but pieces of shit on the road), why i hate the white man (they are the cause of all the hate), the rainforest (all environmentalists want to do is save the rainforest because of the pretty flowers), and missionary work (i'm reading a book (savages) and i realize that by converting others you are taking away their culture.)

what i should be doing now, because i have two more days of work to look forward to: writing up my lab, studying more for organic, studying for MBIO, fixing my bike (it's a bit late for that anyway) applying for scholarships, writing letters begging for recommendation letters. haha yea i'm pathetic.

oh yea, and trainee guy, he's not so bad after all. we had lunch today and i found out that we went to the same church when we were little and we hung out in the same group and didn't know it. how cool is that? do i like him? i don't know now. i'm not going to pursue anything.

i can't wait til next year. my sister planned out our entire living space. watch it not turn out like we want it.

i saw his bike today coming out of organic. i would really like to say hi to him. should i walk slower next time? maybe we might meet. i don't want to stop missing you.

FIN.