just another day

so should i go to yoga today? i NEED to be more productive. it's in an hour-i have time to think about it. i'll think about it. i'm feeling a little bleh because of my test this morning. i'm not feeling too confident because i didn't apply much studying as i wanted to. damn my work for scheduling me 4 days straight!!! especially if it's closing, which it was all four days. when one has to close, one goes home tired and stressed and not wanting to study. i shouldn't bitch. i'm sure people have to work full time and go to school.

so i've heard we have some people who can't park correctly at my apartment complex. good golly ms. molly does that burn my biscuits. LEARN TO FUCKING PARK! please :)

another thing that steams my broccoli is when people like...well im not going to name any names, but they think o-chem is soooo easy. gosh, don't need to tell the world. what if the person next to you failed his test? you suck!

i'm a bit chipper at the same time. i cleaned my room which felt good. spring cleaning, ya know? i'm packing up my books and putting up pictures. i've learned my lesson for next semester: don't take all your shit with you. that's all i have. i'm going to miss how big my room is. i know this isnt for a couple more months but *sigh* it feels like we've bonded. not only that. i also have a ton of kitchen ware. maybe i'll sell them on ebay. j/k i love my dishes, back off.

i want to go shopping but at the same time, i need to save my bucks. when i was little my babysitter took us shopping all the time. she bought us whatever the hell we wanted pretty much. then she'd take us to a nice resturant afterwards. her husband was my dad's boss so yea they were family friends that were super loaded. when my dad's job came to its' demise the family became...well....poor. my dad's boss left the family and went to vietnam while his wife is raising their third child. the other two are adults who live elsewhere. she had to move from a big house to a smaller one and start from scratch since her husband was the one who brought home the bacon. it seems like the only thing she could do was start a daycare because that's what she's best at; taking care of children. she went to hell and back to get licenced, take classes, and crap with DHS with her hectic schedule. look at me, she raised me well. i feel like she's done so much for my sister and i and well, i guess this is a shout out to her even though she won't know it. once in a while i'd take her daughter to the movies and once i have the time i'll take her shopping.