like my shitty LG phone...life's good!

i realized that i haven't blogged in a while when friends tell me that they've been bored. Thank you to all those that rave over my rantings. :P of course, since i haven't been blogging i've got a lot on the cranium.

i'm going to start things off about the time where i left off of. i came to accept that i suck at organic chemistry and i prefer you don't remind me about how much i suck because i'd rather leave that forgotten. summer = new start for dianna. there. only a select few of my friends know that i'm retaking it. feel special if you know but i have a reputation to uphold; dont spread it like wildfire. so please refrain if you must. don't pity me, just leave me and chemistry alone.

these past two weeks have been amazing. working only weekends and sleeping in; hanging out with friends and bike riding! chris, if you read this, i'm going to miss you and the crew and i will def come to san antonio for your birfday.

i cannot wait to move into my new place. i've been buying so much stuff for it and i am ready to paint walls and decorate. i have about 6 paper lanters (5 white and 1 orange) that will go for the orange and white themed room (and no, it's not because we hate the sooners) i also have a wall mural of the world that i got from urban outfitters. my sister started on some pictures of koi. we went to the library yesterday and borrowed all the koi books. i'll post pictures up when i have my camera on me. i'll post pictures of my whole frikkin apartment!

speaking of spending, i've been doing this nonstop for the past week, and i have learned my lesson. first and hopefully last time i'm going into the hole. i havent been keeping an eye out on my account because i assumed that my paycheck would take care of my funds. well.....yea, you can guess how that turned out. about $350 dollars in overdraft fees. FUCK MY LIFE! yep, just found out last night. pretty much ate half of my fucking paycheck. my excuse....i don't really have any. can't blame anyone but me. actually, i do have one excuse: why didn't i set up overdraft protection earlier. my goal as of now is not to spend any money until my next paycheck which is in 11 days. that's 11 days of not spending money. we'll see how well that goes. mooching off friends and sleeping around. jk. only if money grew on trees. i did go to the bank and the banker who was helping me is trying to see if i could get reembursed since this is the first time this has happened to me. *cross fingers*

my roommates have been sending me some "bitching texts." i mean, they don't do it frequently or anything it just sounds like they blame me for everything. first off, for those who dont already know. the angry beer text from cynthia, the angry taboo text from cynthia as well, and now a mile to moderately angry "bowls" text from My....is this a trend i see here?? and for one thing, why are we sending texts in the first place?! you can't read tone in text and who knows if they're really angry or just want to be fucking immature about it. just whatever. i am so happy to be moving out. oh yes, and to matt, my future roommate. the only thing i regret about moving in with you is that i have the potential to hate you. and i dont want to hate you because you are one of my coolest and closest friends. i'm sure we'll get annoyed with each other but....i don't even want that. hopefully we'll stay out of each others business but in each others business. lol. you're my bra.

right when school let out i chatted with gabe for a few hours. i know i shouldn't even be talking to him because he's stringing me along; giving me a false sense of hope that we could get back together. what a cruel joke to play. i truly feel that he's only doing this to reassure that he has someone to fall back on. he says that he misses me and my heart slowly melts to each tantaizing line. he says he's in a relationship but wants to end it and asks me for advice. what do you want me to say??? that is such a stupid question. i'm listening to yanni as i write this. this is what we listened to while we studied for summer classes.

i dont know what to expect this summer. like all summers, they come and go. i want to make the most. i want to make good grades but i want to live too. floating trips, swimming, sun dresses, and summer boys!!!! boy crazy as i am. summer classes is a chance to redeem myself

well debra is telling me a synopsis of 'drag me to hell' so until next time