more blogs to past the time. yay. afternoon naps are a waste of time and i'd rather be doing something...anything else. i had one of those dreams where you're awake and in bed but you cant move. those really freak me out. i wish there was a video camera on me to see if i was actually awake or asleep. i was banging my leg agaisnt the wall to wake myself up since that was the only thing i could move. who knows, it could all be a dream.
didnt have to haggle the bank as much as i thought, just called again and the banker i spoke to told me that the banker that was working on me sent an e-mail to the manager that stated it was a bank error. dang straight it was a bank error. i can't help but check my account every hour but i'm going to give it until friday until i see money in my account. if not....well i'm going back.
so the one person i want to be with wants to take me out. i get so nervous thinking about it. does he still like me?? why else would you be doing this? you're such a jerk! what are we going to do when you get here? what day are you coming? i'm going to want to kiss you, i hope you want to kiss me too. will i lash out at you, or will i try my best to keep it pleasent? that will depend on my mood but i hope for the latter. will you leave me hanging, which i will break down if you do. i'm going to want to be with someone by the time you get here so it will be easier to say 'no' to you.
can't stop thinking about this everytime i go to bed.
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