just ronry

'i woke up tired and feeling old,
and i wondered why my bed was cold,
and i saw that you were gone,
and if so then for how long?
why would i ever let you go?'

i've been listening to that song constantly by hellogoodbye.

one minute there are so many guys, then next there aren't any. i'm starting to like someone new. someone that is at OU and smart. we'll just call him travis. so yesterday we had an ochem test and i kind of stalled a little bit waiting for him to get out so we could ride the bus the same time. oh gee, i sound like a stalker. oh, but it gets better. so we ride lloyde noble together but the bus was too crowded to sit with him. we ended up leaving the parking lot together and we were both heading home in the same direction down constitution. constitution was a one lane and it seriously looked like i was following him.....ahhhh, he's so cute! i hope he doesnt think i'm a stalker. but now i know where he lives ;P
i have a feeling he likes me but i'm not quite sure.

so the one i'm still hung up on is....gary. (code names, remember?) he got a facebook but i think he put every setting on private for me. i think he knows that i creep his facebook. damn it. he texted thursday "i just found a little star with a messagae from u 4 my 19th b-day" umm. ok why would you send that? are you trying to toy with me? you know i still like you, right? he is quite the complicated one. i texted him back asking if he was on campus so he could fix my bike which broke that day. he was in Arkcity for his internship's orientation. he said he would take a look at it for me but i dont know when that will be. hopefully he'll call because i dont want to be the one calling.

new jeff is out of my life. hasn't called or texted which is good. but i was hoping he could come keep my company for the weekend. travis and i don't know each other that well yet. i hope we could be more because if we do i'm dropping gary like a rock.

just my kitty crushes ;P meow